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This is For the Record..

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Pain and Suffering ⤴
Secret journey to Bangaon JN ⤴
Awesome Journey across Seoraphuli Tarkeshwar Goghat corridor ⤴
SEM-5 Results and Afterwards... ⤴
KWoC 2022 Experience ⤴
Visited Shantipur JN ⤴
Travelled to India's last station. ⤴
Digging into Mr. ROBOT's PC Destruction scenes.. ⤴
Why every sector is focusing on cutting down their employee numbers? ⤴
Update on my health and afterwards ⤴

5th semester begins from today.

[1543] IED = "Wireless long-ranged hole maker" ~Sun Tzu~

Jul 8
  • [0053] The `plane-notify` guy has applied all social media apis in his project. FB, Insta, Telegram, Discord, Twitter, Pushbullet. - [For Facebook and Instagram or META] [0114] Dude is using `pipenv`. Pipfile, Pipfile.lock
  • [0151] mix-blend-mode: multiply; /* CSS */
  • [1117] It was humid outside when I woke up. Bright sunlight. Now its raining. Strange weather.
Jul 9
  • [1301] $ cargo new hello_world --bin
    We’re passing --bin because we’re making a binary program: if we were making a library, we’d pass --lib. This also initializes a new git repository by default. If you don't want it to do that, pass --vcs none.

  • [1659] If u ever feel useless, just remember that in the 1960s the United States, embarrased that the Vietnamese will defeat them completely in jungle warfare, used chemical weapons like Agent Orange to destroy the jungles to leave no hiding places for the Viet-Cong. Over half a million of Vietnamese children have been genetically affected by it. Even suffering to this day. But thats not the embarrasment. Cuz U.S doesnt give a fcuk about them. The embarrasment is that around 300,000 U.S veterans, their own personnel have died only becuz of the deadly aftereffects of this Agent Orange. L O L 😂

  • [1750] 'realme6` poped!
Jul 11
  • [0209] Look at this ant simulator. So fricking interesting : ants-sandbox.io
  • [1335] Brust raining outside.
  • [2332] "This is the worst day of my life"
    "The worst day of your life, so far"
  • [0011] ionic.io/ionicons = for CSS icons
Jul 12
  • [1119] 'realme6` poped - [1141] Its really powerful. Only 1 bar less - [1300] Its still here and still powerful
  • [1329] Lesson learned, always refer the official documentation
  • [1512] Its Raining.
  • [1612] INR (Rupee) value down [1$ = 79.56 INR]
  • [1951] "Every human being is a puzzle of need" well... fuck
  • [2050] My mother got a bit crazy. Bought 4 short pants without nitifying me and other critical stuffs.
Jul 13
  • [1942] Need to understand certain keywords in Rust [i.e. panic, asser_eq etc]
Jul 14
  • [1013] My mother is really ill now. High fever, vomiting, going to toilet very often, pain in the bones. Have eaten SBL tablets before (homeopathic). While it had reduced the fever previously now she will be going for paracetamol.
  • [1516] Social skills are just nice term for manipulation skills.
  • [1320] It started raining outside. - [1754] Its raining again.
  • [1544] "War does not determine who is right, only who is at the top of the scoreboard"

Subject selection done for 5th sem

[0020] "You see, boys, everybody thinks they want freedom, but what they really want is order. And when they realize that, they're gonna welcome us back with open arms." - Valin Hess

Jul 1
  • We are still being observed...
  • if you’re still here despite what life throws at you and you take care of yourself the that’s already loving yourself
Jul 2
  • Unix To delete all containers including its volumes use, docker rm -vf $(docker ps -aq) To delete all the images, docker rmi -f $(docker images -aq) Remember, you should remove all the containers before removing all the images from which those containers were created.
  • [1425] Baire ki sundor Meghla weather!
  • httrack --connection-per-second=50 --sockets=80 --keep-alive --display --verbose --advanced-progressinfo --disable-security-limits -n -i -s0 -m -F 'Mozilla/5.0 (X11;U; Linux i686; en-GB; rv:1.9.1) Gecko/20090624 Ubuntu/9.04 (jaunty) Firefox/3.5' -A100000000 -#L500000000 'YOURURL' +*.com/*.jpg +*.com/*.pdf
Jul 3
Jul 4
  • [1000] Woke up. Rained for a bit. [1035] All clear!
  • [1403] HYBRID WARFARE is at its Peak now!
  • [1543] Red light again started blinking in my modem. 2nd time including this today.
  • [1920] One moment, one fking moment and your life can take a full 180 turn. Dont let this shit bother u.
Jul 5
  • [1249] cat /proc/cpuinfo
  • [1348] Got my new `Bipottarini` dhaga.
  • [1600] Its raining! - It didnt went for long :(
  • [2345] That `realme6` wifi signal has again poped up.
Jul 6
  • [0222] python3 manage.py runserver 0.0.0.0:8000
  • [1106] Its raining now, heavily.
  • [1945] URBAN COMBAT SURVIVAL [cuz u can think of warfare only if u survive..] {source : https://youtu.be/rL5wePSjTL8} - Camouflage - Multicam - Atac - Muted green - Digital green - Ranger green - Assault Backpac setup - Mystrey Ranch - Should be light weight, not bigger than my body, ops can look up while crouching down wearing the backpac - Situational Awareness - Stop -> Look -> Listen -> Smell - Be in a team. Solo is a death sentence. - Smell - Diff. places smell diff. Being in the woods gives u an edge. Diff people smell diff. - Its not what gear and equipment u carry but ur Mind. - Combat assault pack setup - Hydration - Human can survive without water for 3 days. - But after 1 day u will start to cramp up, to the point where u cant even fold ur fingures. - So on day 2 u r just waiting to die. SOLUTION: - carry multiple bags of water. - These water containers can easily scrunch up when not being used. - And takes up virtually no space. - ~20lts. of space for water. - Some sort of filter (timestamp : 14:20) - Good water source means Enemy can be nearby. Better to use the filter then. - Dirty&Clean Bag. - Carry extra filters cuz they r smol and lightweight. USEFULL COMMENT: - [Love how you mentioned water first. Another note, most filters such as sawyer, only filter bacteria, aside from the sawyer S3+. Places with a lot of people where hygiene isn't a priority, viruses could be a waterborne issue. Mix animals into this such as livestock, farms and you get even bigger issues. Missions in third world countries have filters that account for this and it is certainly worth looking into. There are other things such as chemicals, heavy metals and other contaminants that might be present, especially in those survival scenarios. I remember when the arab league targeted Israel's main water source and tried to divert it. Targeting water sources and supply logistics are a reality therefore it makes sense to have filters that are capable to handle any scenario. If you believe in prepper mentality, or if you live in a third world country, you might die with just a bacteria filter.] - [Grayl Geopress Water Purifier] - [coconut charcoal and some chlorine tablets work very well and no chlorine when done , fast and easy and very light weight and it will disinfect any water - Ammunation [MUST] - Extra mags in stripper clips (looksed like mag pouch, 16:28) - Keep them on top of ur bagpack for easy access during contact. Or in the very top flap / claymore pouch. - Batteries [MUST] - For radio systems - For observation devices (i.e. NVGs, scopes, binoculors) - Make sure u have enough batteries to sustain u for the duration of whatever u r going to be doin. - Thermal Device - for Night vision - for Heat signatures - for Reconnaisance - I know this r fking expensive (around 21 lakh ruppees). But this is Really necessary for Urban Combat and Survuval. - Padding clothes for NVGs and Thermal devices - To wipe Sweats, dirts - Weapon cleaning kit - Some type of small Bag [Most Overlooked Item!] - Laundry Bags - Food - will be situated lower in the bacpack, compared to ammo. - u dont need a whole lot of food. - pick-me-up/meal-ready-to-eat (MRE) = enough to sustain u. - something u can eat Cold. - something very calorically dense. IN CARGO POCKET: - gummy bears - sour patch kids - Tortillas - Peanut butter (with green powder mixed in) - MRE stuffs - Entry and Exit Tools - In urban situation u need to get through different man-made obstacles. - To get into somewhere - To get out of somewhere - Lock picking kit - Bolt cutter [MUST], sledge hammer, Axe - Breaching shotgun (with breaching rounds, to avoid recochetting) - Breaching charges (problem: Loud) - Shelters - Blend in the environment - Make sure u r below the level of the eye. - Dont get too high or too low where u have no avenues of escape. - Make sure ur shelter is concealed. - Thermal Poncho (to avoid thermal detection!) - thermal tops, thermal bottoms - some type of rain protection (depending on the location) - rain cover - extra pair of Socks [MUST] - emergency blanket (for extreme situations) - Tubular nylon - Miscellaneous - write-in-the-rain - trauma kit - boo boo kit (basic first aid kit) - triple antibiotic ointment - band-aids - foot-powder (Unscented obviously.) - toothbrush - sugary things, liquid I.Vs on top of backpack - can opener - spoon - wet wipes (to wipe ur ass after shitting) - Solar chargers for Atacs (radio, satellite phone) - VS17 Panels (for Emergency signals) - more spoons Why Survive when U can Thrive. Dont be an Expensive Loot Drop for someone. If u r not Fit, u r gonna Die.
Jun 7
  • [0007] Reality is way more pessimist than pessimism itself.
  • [0058] colorama (python)
  • [0203] ln : make link between files
  • [1647] 'realme6` poped.
  • [1906] curl ifconfig.me -> your ip.
  • [1947] Privacytools.io
  • [2115] Temporary Disposable Mail : mail.tm
  • [2215] SyntaxError: invalid non-printable character U+200D = scammers use this thing a lot.

4th sem exam finished and result also published!

Im satisfied.

Jun 22
  • Makarov and General Shepard was working together not as a team but to reach their own goals. Basically used to spark world War 3. Think about it. Why would a general hand pick a private in the army that's just did one battle to do a top secret cia mission that general Shepard said himself "it cost a lot of money to get you next time him" also markov is very smart and use the private Cia puppet and killed him off at the end like it was a gift from Shepard. In real life we know the Cia is sparking wars all around the world. Definitely sticks to the theme of modern warfare. Good thing both of them Is dead. [source: Kidyugi1]
  • Discrete Mathematics exam completed. No trouble regarding Internet detected.
  • HYBRID WARARE = economic warfare + cyber attacks + propaganda + support of local unrest
Jun 23
  • `The .NET Core tools collect usage data in order to help us improve your experience. It is collected by Microsoft and shared with the community. You can opt-out of telemetry by setting the DOTNET_CLI_TELEMETRY_OPTOUT environment variable to '1' or 'true' using your favorite shell. Read more about .NET Core CLI Tools telemetry: https://aka.ms/dotnet-cli-telemetry ` - WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!
  • Comp. Arch exam completed. No trouble regarding Internet detected. But the router plug was loosed 30 mins before the exam.
Jun 24
  • Check this out : svelte
  • Its raining now [1151]
  • [1253] Its fking dark outside. Love it btw!
  • "1.first of all you should remove the battery right after opening the laptop ( not later lol) 2.then press the power button for 10 sec so that any power remaining is completely discharged otherwise you can short your motherboard. 3. Never use any metal thing to open the battery connector use plastic pry tools otherwise your battery connector can be damaged. pls make sure to follow this steps in future. people generally ignore these steps and then go to service center with shorted mobo. I have used Noctua NT-H1, arctic MX-4 and cooler master mastergel pro. cooler master mastergel pro is the best thermal paste in the market in terms of performance and Value for money. Device - Asus TUF A15 GTX 1650 2020 model, the model which was trolled for it's higher temps. Now while gaming & rendering temps are hovering around 85 C to 90 C. Conclusion: Thermals system are more or less same everywhere , what matters is the quality of the Thermal paste." - Dipanjan Roy
  • [1907] Router just got loosed. FOrtunately it wasnt during Automata exam.
Jun 25
Jun 26
  • [1340] Bruh! I thought today was my Biology exam. After logging in the portal I got to know that there is no paper today. Its Sunday[Jun 26].
  • "The most effective way to destroy people is to deny and obliterate their own understanding of their history." -George Orwell - This is the exact thing happening right now! Motherfuckers.
Jun 27
  • “When things seem almost legit, that’s when they are the most sus”
  • "Biology Exam done. Router was stable. And its raining now [16:42]
  • Ukraine - Russia War : What matters is usually* big and boring. : "Today is kind of like yesterday" is not always the most satisfying headline.
  • I know life is UNFAIR. But you are given life to FIGHT. You are supposed to enjoy the process while fighting, either u loose or win :)
Jun 28
  • A Guy was standing in front of the window where my family was sleeping. Thats not a problem if that was afternoon. But it was >0030 by that time. He had got a backpack, a bluish shirt. I think I have seen this same guy going through our block after 0000. Has informed my mother this morning. I am definately putting him in my SUS list.
  • [1149] My mother shared this incident with our neighbour. Could be a Reconnaissance before conducting any robbery.
  • Friendly reminder: pirating adobe software is always morally correct.
  • Not getting the `realme` wifi signal today. SuS!
  • Last exam done. No router malfunction detected. Submitted 4th sem fedback form (Before today's exam though). 5th sem starts from 15th July.
Jun 29
  • [1129] That same fking guy (seemingly) appeared today with dishes pretending to be "Bartan Bechne wala". His movement is noted by me and mom. He appears very SuS. He was just looking around, recceing. What do we do now?
  • That guy is probably targeting ME. Cuz I saw him in the first place. I can also be targeted if I go outside.
  • [2336] Ambulance sound heard across the road.
Jun 30
  • SEMESTER - V - Sofware Engineering [ESC501] - Compiler Design [PCC-CS501] - Operating Systems [PCC-CS502] - Obj. Oriented Programming [PCC-CS503] - Intro. to Industrial Management (Humanities III) [HSMC-501] - Theory of Computation [PEC-IT501A] - Artificial Intelligence [PEC-IT501B] - Advanced Computer Architecture [PEC-IT501C] - Computer Graphics [PEC-IT501D] - Constitution of India [MC-CS501] - Software Engineering LAB [ESC591] - Operating System LAB [PCC-CS592] - Obj. Oriented Programming LAB [PCC-CS593]
  • Installed `duf` to check free drive space from the terminal. [1455]
  • lore.kernel.org
  • Results out. Im satisfied :)

Lab exams done.

Yikes...I tnk Im Better Alone

Yesterday
  • Spotted RPH MEMU passenger on IP PF3
  • Train was 9 coaches NKG rake. 13000 series ICF
  • Situation on my route was pretty quite. No movements detected at Bhatpara & Kalyani.
  • Spotted a WAG-9 at Kalyani's Food Corporation's goods railway line today btw!
  • Was done practical at 1533. UP KLYM arrived at KLYS at around 1606. Departed KLYM at 1632.
    Waiting at KLYM. NKG-13000.

  • Work on the 3rd railway line between NH and RHA is on progress. Slippers and tracks were placed accordingly between Halisahar and NH.
  • Practical exam experience was shit. Sweating all the time. I was assigned XOR gate.



Today
  • Wait, BITCOIN crashed 50%? Arrival of web5! wtf?
  • Got my exam routine. 22-27 June, 1400 - 1530, online mode.
  • Arghhhh! political rally in my block is causing sound pollution.
  • Spotted RPH MEMU passenger on IP PF3 (again obviously). Same type of rakes as previous day btw.
  • Reached IP at around 1236
  • Got my ticket from that `big red thing` near ticket-counter (yesterday also). A rail employee was approaching the passengers. I need RailWay smartcard to do it myself.
  • Situation on my route was pretty quite. No movements detected at Bhatpara & Kalyani. [same]
  • Spotted Dhaka bound Maitree Express at KYI at around 1510.
    The train was on high speed. Loco: Blue Alco. Barely captured the last coach cuz of internal conflict.

  • Exam done at 1459. Reached KYI, 31528 arrived at around 1530, arrived IP exactly at 1559.
  • Lab exam system is fucked. Didnt even required to code on a PC. Instruction was to write your chosen algo on paper along with output, sign the registers(qty = 2), tata.
  • My cycle, FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, GOT A LEAK IN THE BACK TIRE. That cycle was providing flawless service since 2014. Anyway, kept it on the garage again, even after paying, like a perfect retard. Took a Auto, waited for >15 mins to get it enough passengers. Fare was 15 rupees from Station to my Block. Sweated less thats why.

This is it. I aint writing anything broadly regarding my college visit. Let its memory fade like those of the high school.
Its finally raining now while writing this. Last couple of days have been gruesome torture by the fking humidity. My mother(also my father) have to work uninterruptedly during the day time, WITHOUT the FANS. And here is my lazy ass writing this while sitting in front of a Table fan.

Practical exams incoming!

They are trynna break IN apart. Guess what? Nothing really matters

Yesterday
  • Payed for my 5th semester today. Its fucking HOT outside man. Never go outside without a proper plan & gears. Otherwise You will be overwhelmed.
  • 31325 SDAH-KLYM [1308(IP) - 1346(KLYS)]
  • 31330 KLYM-SDAH [1737(KLYS) - 1815(IP)]
  • 13th Jun = COMP. ARCH. [1450 - 1715]
  • 14th Jun = ALGO... LAB [1450 - 1715]
  • 6 hours of time waste [1230 - 1830]
  • Will reach college at 1350. Exam starts from 1450. What to do for this 1 hour?
  • Gears = Empty A4 paper, Exam Board, 2 notebooks, Ruler, pencil(sharpened), 2 pens, 1 750ml freezed water, 1 1000ml fridge water, channel files, previous PCA projects. EDIT[today]: prev projects + more = basically all projects done so far in the Lab. But I didnt attended any:)



Today
  • Successfully paid Exam form Fees. Co-ordinating experience with father through phone was hella smooth. No sound problem at anyone's end.
  • Father watched a LIVE suicide today at the Rail Gate. His testimony: "Incident occured at track no. 1. Mid-aged woman in saree. Along with her was probably her daughter. ~11 yrs old. It appeard that they will cross track no 1 before the UP train approaches the position. But suddenly victim sat down on the track. Her daughter was seen pulling her mother's hand in panic, to drag her to safety. But when the train comes really close, the girl just slightly gets away from the track. The train collides with the woman. After the train has gone, her body was seen 25-30 foot away from her sitting position". No further details came from my father. Its very sad the poor girl had to go through that. She had no clue about her mother's decision. RIP 🙏
  • Kremlin gave death sentences to the captured foreign mercenaries allied to UAF (Ukrainian Armed Forces). 😬[Fuck].

Was scared shitless (on verge of failing this semester 🥲) but now in controll. Long time no see btw..

"You kind of just stop thinking about anything, and the pain goes away."

Writing after more than a week. Didnt do much during these time, just YouTube & Russia-Ukraine. But on 03 Jun Mrs. Ar Bsu notified on the official college group that some students havent yet collected enough MAR point. Threshold 25 pts. Mine was 5. A big LOL regarding the post made on .

Fcuk, just realised that it will be `05`, not `04`. Gotta redo that. Wait... Ok done. If u wanna see which human error I am referring to, u can check the Feed. I didnt chage it.

Ok so no doubt I was fucking scared (Cuz madam phone called me & told I was gonna fail the sem). Then I "TRIED" to think about the worst possible outcome. I have to compensate for the MAR points in the next semester.

  • I then started watching a French lecture on Cursa. Btw Cursa stores it's users' password in plain text, WTF!
  • I also gave a quiz on Sabka Vikas Mahaquiz
  • Also provided that ₹1000 fest e-certificate. It gave me just 3 pts
  • Today [6th June] I saw the portal and I got a total of 24 pts. For 1 more pts I sent an e-certificate on online enterprenureship programm. Lets see if it works.
  • 06 called me 3th June & 6th June(today) regarding AICTE internship website register & login (Really!)
  • Had a quick political discussion with my mother about the current issue regarding India. Feeling really good as she clearly knows the right & wrong :)


  • Man this is getting really annoying to write on THIS page as its getting bigger and quite uncontrollable to write in vscode!

    World Politics + Mother's Metiabruz visit

    Am I similiar to India? The Universe seems to say so..

    My rant about World Politics (not Russia-Ukraine):
    Israel - Palestine conflict. Gaza, Hamas. Middle East == OIL; USA doesnt want RUSSIA to influence Middle East == Russia's main economy(Weapon + Oil) -> Russian weapon not in that demand + Russia cant take oil from Gulf countries; USA wants to keep Middle East against Russia; Hence USA never wants Gulf area to be peaceful; If Gulf countries(like Syria) sets up good relation with Russia -> USA gives Israel full permission(indirectly) to do whatever the fuck it wants to defend itself against Islamic terrorism; But USA keeps the UN engaged in discussion who is good or bad; Meanwhile USA keeps buying Crude OIL in very cheaper rate(8$/gallon) from organisations affiliated to ISIS, Hezbolla itself, W H A T?? -> That means Washington wants to keep fighting with terrorists in the Middle East -> But they doent want to completely wipe out them, just keep them engaging for as long as they get Crude Oil in much cheaper rate and they keep as much as Crude oil as they can as a Reserve; That means your Country DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR ARMY PERSONNEL's LIFE -> THE EACH INDIVIDUAL OPERATORS ON WHOM THE COUNTRY SPENDS MILLIONS -> ITS JUST SIMPLE BUSINESS -> YOU R JUST A PAWN. And lets be honest, if u have oil, u literally have everything == money+army+navy+airforce+nation wide transportation+energy production ; What else do u need? -> Middle East runs out of its OIL Reserve -> Its value ends for USA -> TESLA(Elon Musk) will work as a catalyst in this process -> So as long as USA does'nt get fully independent from Fossil Fuel, they gotta Suck all the OIL outa Middle East. Sometimes I wonder if 9/11 was staged by C I A itself...Thats why I never like the idealogy that goes, "This is Bob. He is a simple boy. 9/11 happens. He decides to kill terrorists. So he joins the Army. Gets deployed in AFG/IRAQ. Kills dozen of terrorists. One day he became KIA. His country gives him one of the highest Gallantry award. His deeds inspire the country's youth. Meanwhile its the same country that staged the attack, Bob's whole life decision and his death. People like Bob are relics, but those 0.000001% controls the sentiments of boys and girls, men and women, every human being. May be Im also controlled/manipulated by them in some way. This is not bitching on USA, literally every country follows(including India also. Will rant about her later) this kinda shady fcuked up shit. US is just the prime example in this case. Thats why I like MW2 so much. Gen. Shepherd is the burning example of what I wrote. USA dosent flinch at torture. If u r someone against their road, they will assasinate u no matter how good of a person u r. Conclusion : USA wants to keep Middle East a zone of Turbulence as loong as it is gaining Profit. Source = tO1hs_ggE9w Now there can be a similiar kind of angle in the currently ongoing Russian invasion of Ukraine. If u ever feel useless, remember World Politics. They (those 0.000001%) wants us to keep in illusion. But u gotta find ur inner self(the purest one) and complete ur duty as a human being on this Earth. Shit!



    May 28
    Mother reports:
    Metiabruz has become a horrible place. Its a breeding ground for pro radicalists and extremists, ISI agents, ..basically a cartel for anti-national activities. Beef hanging every 10 feet away, surrounded by 4-6 floor buildings (most of them build illegally). All the native Bengalis are starting to shift to Behala. CBI(Father counters saying they r volunteer forces) raids in the area frequently. These men, as described by my mother & her sisters, "Around 6'5'' in height, Heavy Set, Rounded & Twisted moustache". They dont give a shit. They are picking anyone they suspect and beating the living shit outta them if they r somehow related to crime. At midnight, ~12 yr old drunken kids create nuisance in the road, bombs exploding/gun fire in a distance. Place is filled illiterate cnuts. The only sad thing is my late old man's house is soon gonna replaced with such Apartments.
    Bace Bridge is not a good place, pickpocketers rule the area.

    CA4 - Day 3 (yesterday) & konfusion

    No dielemma, only Actions

    May 25

  • Ticket received at 08:48
  • Train arrived at 09:13. It was also a 12 coach old ICF rake. From BT. 31319 may be converted from 9 to 12. Thats a good thing.

  • Arrived at destination at 10:29. Train was stopped at KPA for 44 minutes. Protest by BJP in RHA lead to delay down RHA-SDAH local. It caused the down KLYM-SDAH local stuck at KYI.
      31318 arrived at KPA PF-2 after 40 mins. Heavy layer of crowd is noticeable.

    That day I didnt got a seat even after NH (I didnt tried though..). But I got to seat for 40 mins at KPA, lel. That situation reminded me of the time when I was onboard SDAH-RHA local and the train got stuck due to protest at SNR. I was on my way for 1st round of JEE MAINS. That was the first time I got to visit the KYI-KLYS branch line. Now I travel thrice a month on that line . Also I noticed Tapajit just opposite to where I was standing. I think he also noticed me. May be relocated to another coach while in KPA.

  • Left clg at 14:11
  • Up SDAH-KLYM arrived at 14:15. 80000 series Titagarh Wagon 9 coach rake. I like this (80000 series) rake. Boarded it. That Protest had obvsly fcuked up the timeline. Reached KLYM at 14:25. Departed after 8 mins instead of 15 mins at 14:33. Waited a long a** time at KYI. Forgot (fcuk me!) when it arrived at IP. May be ~ 15:12. Reached home before 16:00 for sure.

  • Was pushing myself to the limit in the mid night. Struggling with Sleepiness. Need to work on my insecurities.

    Today

    Mother is visiting Metiabruz with her 2 other sisters tomorrow. First I told that I also wanna go (becuz of the MJT-KGBG route). But then changed my opinion. Its never a good idea to go outside with my mother. NEVER..
      btw captured this lovely evening today :) The outside world was like a yellowish 1970 filter. Happens very few time.

    CA4 - Day 2. A bullying environment was created. Could've got worser for me..

    I was partially responsible for the situation though..

    Today 31319 showed up with a 12 coach 12000 series old ICF rake from RHA carshed, pretty unusual (its always 9 coach rake from NKG)! Down 31528 was 13000 old ICF rake (9 coaches) from BT. Forgot the room no (on 2nd floor) where I stayed for a while and then have to leave cuz it was scheduled for an exam. Have to get into room no 401 on 3rd floor. I was recreating stuffs from Soap's Journal. Rakesh asked me tf was I doin. I kept silent (shouldn't have..). That got the attentions of the others in that room. Soon a psycological and mental bullying environment started wrapping around me. One guy who always ignored me when I asked him smthing before asked me what was I doin. I ignored him. This got him pissed (from the inside). Then he got his both legs pulled on the high bench I was working on and kept staring in my face in a dominate way. One other guy kept asking me baseless stuffs which I also ignored. Could have slapped me in the head or something similiar. But the situation didnt escalated any further.
    Due to some special reason I cant write the whole thing for now. I will edit it later if I made it to 5th semester.


  • Ticket received at 08:49
  • Train arrived at 09:15
  • Arrived at destination at 09:52
  • Left clg at 14:41
  • Arrived KYI at [NOT SURE]. Situational awkwardness is responsible for this.
  • 31528 arrived at 15:25
  • Arrived at IP at 15:53 (not sure)
  • Arrived at home at [didnt see]

  • Not good. Physical tiredness is getting over me.

    CA4 - Day 1

    ELECTRICITY WAS GONE AGAIN..

    Both trains were 50000 series BEML rake this time. UP: BT ; DOWN: NKG. Literally all rooms of all floors were conducting exam today. Didnt got a seat(on train) while returning. Its getting discomfortable to paddle my cycle on uneven roads. Then when I return home (16:14) the electricity was gone! But wasnt that much of a problem to me. Cuz Parul Pankha from Gobardanga got my back. Electricity came back at 16:45.

    nevne
      Felt stratigic (really?!) so captured it. Three towers visible from 3rd floor room - 401 window

  • Ticket received at 08:51
  • Train arrived at 09:15
  • Arrived at destination at 09:50
  • Left clg at 14:38
  • Arrived KYI at 14:53. Situational awkwardness caused me to travel through PF-1 right overbridge instead of PF-4 overbridge.
  • 31528 arrived at 15:26
  • Arrived at IP at 15:53
  • 1 week no programming

    Just YouTube, Russia vs Ukraine, LAC, LOC

    My rant about the onging "Special Military Operation" :
    [Incomplete]
    Azov, Neo-Nazis, NLAW, Donetsk People's Republic (DPR), Luhansk People's Republic (LPR), Brave & O group of RAF.. will explain in detail in another post, No time now.



    May 21 17:21
  • Norwester after 16:00 (the most ideal one).

    Electricity gone

    (may remain status-quo for a long time). Turned on Power saving mode on phone(25%) & laptop(43%). Its 41% now, $OUT.
      Aftermath: multiple trees broken.

    [Paper Notes]
  • 17:41 => Electricity came back for < 1s & then gone again. This moment is reminding me of TinTin comics book I used to borrow from Ichapur Library (Nawabganj Sadharon Gronthagar) in 7-8 grade. Dont have any paper source for entertainment. Guess Imma read smthng..... Shit! just find out that the book is not here right now. Gotta ask mom.
    $out.

    17:44 => PARUL 'PANNKHA', GOBARDANGA. Forgot the last time when I saw this sentence on my hand-fan. This is the new one btw. Writing this under hurricane lamp, haha, good old Bengali village vibe :) Still raining outside. Lets check the indicator,....., off! The weird thing is the Hoogly river flows like about 50 steps from my house & still I choose to remain inside. That makes me weird.
    $out.

    17:59 => Ahh! mosquito singing! Cuckoos also singing time 2 time btw.
    $out.

    18:06 => Electricity is back bby 😎.
    $out.
    [END of Paper Notes]
    Most of the time during this Blackout(lol!) spent lying down on bed, introspecting..

  • May 23 00:31
  • Today(Yesterday actually..) I saw the most darker side of the Internet in my life. That too on surface web, not even deep web. I will elaborate about it in future (I hope I remember shit).
  • CA4 starts from today. New rules, new bs. Alloted room number 102.
  • Thinking is Nothing, Practice is Everything

    MAR + Norwester + new Tubelight

  • MAR score for 2021-22 published yesterday & I got 5. Minimun requirement: 25. Cant use NPTEL e-certificates anymore (already used in 2020-2021). I did my best and send a FINAL email after scrutinizing all the topics. I really wish 🙏 I reach the Threshold. Btw this made me go to the roofs after more than 2 months (dont worry, I myself am surprised!).
      Although it was windy, I was sweating. Mine biological cycle iz fcuked.


  • Norwester arrived after 20:30 yesterday. Had to unplug every electronics due to thunderstorms.

  • Found Jocko within these days.

  • Woke up at 09:58 today. Got installed 2 or 3 new tubelights (!yeah, I dont even know how many. What a dude! EDIT: 3). It cost ₹ 900. WTF! Its all her decision.

  • DONT go to Reddit for actual combat videos and footages. Its completely biased (on the Western side). I never really find reddit comfortable because of its pro-western users. > 95% of them are full of stereotypes. Tbh there is always a degree of bias from whatever source. What I want is the combat scenes and tactics and what I can learn/prepare.

  • Today also Norwester arrived after 20:30. Good amount of raining but no heavy thunderstorms.

  • PRACTICE, a shit tone of PRACTICE, is needed.
  • Woke up with heavy raining outside today

    Also did a lot of shit within these days

    Mother woke me up at 10:36 today. It was raining heavily along with powerful thunderstorms. The most intense raining & thunderstorm so far in 2022 (due to Cyclone Asani). She says it started at ~ 10:01. Now (11:03) its settling down.

    Things that I did these prev days:
  • Random documentry on YouTube (i.e. Thoughty2, Buzzfeed Unsolved, MrBallen)
  • Carefully studying about the new MW2 from Inkslasher
  • Watching Dead Ukrainian & Russian soldiers on Telegram. War is still going on. CIA says Putin wants to continue this war for a long peroid of time.
  • Did some competitive coding shit. Codeforces, Leetcode, Apna College
  • Trying to work on Data Structures
  • "CA exam copies will be evaluated by AI now on" - MAKAUT (haha yes Im screwed)

    • I have a plan for my future portfolio:
    •  Python - small scripts + small webapps in Flask (Django if required)
    •  C/C++ - DS-Algo + Competitive Coding + EmbeddedSystems + exploring...
    •  Rust - Debian or Windows packages + Software & GUI (& blockchain) + WebApps + exploring...
    •  Javascript - Node JS (Next JS + React) + Vue & Angular(maybe in future) + Strapi (Headless CMS)
    •  Solidity - Blockchain (& Rust) + Ethereum + Crypto + exploring...

    • Obvly this is not a very clear representation but thats what I got in my mind.

    Voter ID card + CoD WAW + BrBa S1

    Recieved my voter id after 1 yr

    Still there is a spelling mistake in my Surname. I remember visiting the Administrative Service Office in Barrackpore for my Voter Id processes around 2 yrs ago. Fcuked up hot weather with +80% humidity and those irritating angry ass officials in the counter. There was a huge queue. After waiting more than 3 hrs my time came and I submitted the documents (which was already rejected twice by the officials becuz of its incompleteness. Dad went twice on cylce to home to fetch the other docs. Reason, 1. we didnt do much research regarding the process as I had no intention of moving my ass to go there; 2. they didnt had any clear cut guidelines regarding the process) to a female clerk. She rapidly scanned them and asked (yellingwas more like it) me for my Birth certificate. I didnt have that. I asked politely, "why?". - "To confirm ur D O B". Me: "Thats on my Adhaar card". She thought something for a while and then said "DONE! Now get outta the queue". I thought it was Done! But after couple of months I realised All that sweat and energy we wasted there was all in vain. My voter id never arrived (prev yr). So I (my Mom did all the work basically) had to do it once more. This time through local political party and it was quick.
      obvly I just coudnt display my id card lol

    I was able to vote for the municipality this yr without my voter card though. As the officials had proof that I was an eligible candidate.

    Talking about other stuffs that happened today, I finished BrBa Season 1 today and I am about to complete watching WaW on Veteran (4 hrs long). Man watching this game on Veteran gives me anxiety. Imagine playing it irl. Also imagine of the soldiers who went through this irl. Life is a painfull process. Each step forward gives exponentially higher challenges. There is no fixed level of Worse. There is smthing always Worser the the Worse, e.g. no one is the Final Boss.

    Also those dreams mentioned in my prev. post still haunts me. Need to control my mind.

    2 old people died in my Neighbourhood previous week

    1 old man (90+) and 1 old woman (75+)

    The old man is Sanskrit teacher Nikhil master. Pretty famous is the town. Other one used to live right next to our house. Attended her Shraddha this noon at our local Club for lunch. Used to know both these people from my 7th standard. R I P to them 🙏.

    It also rained today at 7:30. The skies are cloudy from then till now writing this thing (15:45). So getting more nostalgic. Old memories from my tution batches haunted me in my dream this morning. This shit is getting more frequent due to daily rainy weather. Man, I really like the mixture of solitude + this kind of nostalgia even though I hate it.

    সবি মায়া...

    May arrived + It Rained for the 1st time this yr

    First Nor'westers of the year arrived yesterday

    After 19:00. Good rainfall. Till now of writing this, u dont need fan 24*7. Weather is stable (for now). Sleeped peacefully (i.e. without sweating) last night. Its still around 43°C (feels like) but humidity has dropped to 63%. At around 21:00, when it was raining with thunderstorms I got a very nostalgic LiminalSpace vibe. Empty alley quenching its months of thrust with the rain water, Mom silently making rotis at a corner, a little girl practicing some kind of folk music at a distance... I had many similiar experiences like this before. I hate it as it reminds me of the Past but also love it for the same reason.

    Anyway, added PGP-Key (public ofcourse!) cuz everyone have it. U can VIEW it or import it using gpg by pasting the following in ur terminal:
    curl -sL https://hdmtp.github.io/hdmtp_PGP.txt | gpg --import

    Went to the barber

    Summer + humidity + Sweat + big hair = Discomfort

    Got a shitty haircut. It will do for now. But the beards near my throat r untouched, providing discomfort and a certified weirdo look. Took ₹50 this time! Thinking of getting a trimmer..

    CA3 Day 3rd

    Finally, its over!

  • 1. Woke up at 7:20
  • 2. Reached KLYS at 9:48; used Railwire wifi in Ichapur. For the first time I used Railwire wifi. I had to give my mobile number, them confirmed my OTP and now I can use wifi for 30 minutes for FREE. There was also a pro option for fast wifi.
  • 3. [31319] arrived at 9:13 (Impressive!). 71000 series BESCO rake
  • 4. Arrived at KLYS at 9:50 (again, Impressive!)
  • 5. Library was open today but we decided to stay in the 2nd floor. No talking or bullshiting, just peace! quiet!
     

    I informed them that Im gonna end my exam within 15 mins after signing in the register and getting my paper signed by the invigilator cuz its the last day and I will board `train no` from KLYS. Its scheduled time of arrival was 14:25 but arrived at 14:21, just when I achieved my perfect spot for onboarding in the platform. I was not alone though, multiple guys did the same thing.
  • Arrived at IP at 15:00 (at this time I would have just reached KYI bruhh..) and home at 15:17 (by this time I would have still been in KYI).
  • At around 00:04 (day of posting this blog basically) I clicked to watch Nikto's voicelines on youtube. 24 mins long. So I laid down on my bed, wearing headset, to listen to it. Then mom came and wake me up at 02:49. F U C K. My laptop on, wifi, router still on, mobile still on charging. Just shutdown my laptop, turned off wifi and headed for sleep. She was not mad this time. After waking up at 9:17, I saw my phone was still on charging (😬). Gladly it wasnt on fast charging mode.
  • CA3 Day 2nd

    not bad ..

  • 1. Woke up at 7:22
  • 2. Reached KLYS at 9:48
  • 3. 11:12 Librarian didnt show up. So the library was closed. It was the only cold and confortable place in the entire clg. So we ended up in the 1st floor. It was hot. But soon we abandoned it as the room was scheduled for a class. So we went to the 2nd floor and found ourselves an empty room. It was more hotter. Anyways we (4 guys) somehow passed our time.
     Trying to sleep in ~45°C of temp & >90% humidity is probly not easy

    Place was crawling with couples (couples r fucking everywhere!). At 13:42 I suggested them lets visit the 3rd floor and the rooftop also. No one of us have been there before. In 3rd floor 2 of us locked me and the other guy in a small room (avg joke). But soon they discovered buch of blank papers, copies and a WBUT Maths Book. They took em all (I didnt even stole a dust frm that almirah but I dont care). We visited the roofs. All I saw was a worker and bunch of beer bottles.
     faces blurred due to obvious reasons

    We took 2 selfies and then headed for the exam hall.
  • After finishing exam took an auto and reached KYI at ~14:41. Bought a 7 up today. Better than Pepsi.

  •  me omw to PF 3 from PF 4. Fully empty overbridge but a couple emerging at the very end out of nowhere

  • Headed to PF 3. Boarded [31828] before [31528] as it was a Bombardier Rake and I cant resist to have a ride on this thing. Deboarded at KPA.
     saw a total of 5 bombardier rakes today. Good to see their freq. increased in SDAH main line

    Next stoppage was NH, BP, DDJ, SDAH. There was a slight windflow in KPA PF2 (better comfort than KYI PF3). [31528] arrived at KPA at 15:33. Arrived destination at 16:02. Reached home at 16:15.
  • CA3 Day 1st

    Going to pay for the clg fest + a very weird shit!

  • 1. Woke up at 7:20
  • 2. Reached KLYS at 9:53
  • 3. ~14:10 A couple started making out in an empty classroom, disregarding the fact that I was also present there with them in that same room
  • 4. At around 13:40 more that a dozen of Seniors arrived like a group of DOGS during the month of AUG/SEP (didnt get the reference? lol!) for collecting that ₹1000. Around 13 losers just surrounded me and tried to explain me the consequences of their demand's negation.
  • 5. ~14:55 Bought myself a Pepsi (750ml/₹40) after reaching KYI
  • 6. 15:35 Got [31528], less crowd till NH, but Heat wind f'cked me up.
  • 7. ~16:15 Arrived at home.



  • 3. So after the first part of CA3 (Discrete Math.) I headed towards the Library at around 11:13. For first 8 mins it was quiet, low heat, very few people.
     That box tv chillin in the corner


    5. Exam finished before 15:00. Bought a Pepsi bottle even though there were many better alternatives like Mnt Dew, lassi, Ampanna, Various drinks of Amul, Mazza, Frooti but no Sprite :( Never gonna buy pepsi next time as it contain Caffeine.

    Mom got pissed in the morning

    ...and for what?

    Just becuz I go to sleep late at night! Well lets see what u r gonna do about it. Woke me up at 7:30. + ordering me to go to the saloon even when I told her Im not willing to do so. Though her advice was pretty solid (Saturday => less crowd, + Summer + Upcoming 30 hrs of time waste) but my lazy introvert ass didnt wanted to step outside. It was very much acceptable if she would'v declared me a dumbass (which I am) BUT she lost her sh*t and started yelling at me like a maniac.

    Cleaning the whole ass house, washing clothes & dishes, cooking foods, paying Internet & Electricity bills - these r the things Im depended upon them (parents). My primary focus is to pay for the Internet & Electricity by my own (this is one of the major target for most of the people around my age).

    🚶Went outside today after 18 days of solitary confinement

    Location of visit : Near Metal and Steel Factory Ishapore

    Purpose? Well our family members needed to sumbmit their biometric id for our Ration Card. So I had to go there in person. Otherwise I would've been in my home for straight 3 weeks. Also first time in my life I spotted an Electric Vehicle in my hometown as well as irl. Unfortunately, I couldnt snap a pic of it and also cant remeber its damm name except it started with letter 'L'. The design was way good than I expected it to be as an indigenious Model. May be servicing under Ola or smthing idk.
     Lol the place is f'king abandoned. Perfect for illegal activities

    Apr_4_week_2022 HELL WEEK Begins...

    Schedule for CA3 [Class Test] had been given. 25, 26 & 27th April.

    From 10:30 to 11:30 | 2.5 hrs of long ass break | 14:00 to 15:00

    Have to wake up at *7:30, Bath at *7:45, Breakfast at *8:00, Heading for Station on cycle at *8:30, Keep the cycle in garage (₹5), Cut a RETURN Ticket of KLYN (₹20), wait in PF-1 at around *8:50, Train [31319] arrives at *9:21, Get up in the 1st door 4th coach, arrive at destination [KLYS] at *10:00, Confirm ur Token (i.e. if current semester fees is cleared or not), Get in ur room [102] at *10:15, deal with the mfs' mfking mfkingness for 4.5 hrs (GOD testing my Persistence and Rigidity), board an auto and head for [KYI] (₹10), go to PF-3, wait for [31528] (5-10 mins before) or [31922] (more comfort), train arrives at *15:30, arrive at my station at *16:10, take the cycle from the garage and head for home, arrive at home at *16:25, wash my bodyparts, have lunch, settle down, finally opens mt PC at *17:30


    Now this cycle continues for 3 days. That means a total of (17.30 - 7.30) * 3 = 30 Hours of Time Waste. Cool. Fuck yeah!😫

    '*' => ±10 mins

    📶 Added RSS feed

    Successfully added RSS feed in feed.xml file

    For the past 3 days I was wondering wtf is this RSS feed link on each of these guys' website.

    1.  I saw this rss thing on their website. I decided (or procastinated) to look into it the next day.

    2.  Next day arrived. My lazy a$$ just browsed a few youtube videos regarding rss. All I found was dudes from 2009-2012 talking about wordpress and integrating rss feed there. I immediately lost interest and closed those videos. I also Google searched the term RSS and all I understood that it's purpose is to get the users updated whenever a site publishes their latest blog/article. I told myself that its useless to me as  nowadays there are plenty of ways to get a user updated of latest blog articles. So I stopped thinking about it.

    3.   Didnt do much about rss. S.S.D.D

    4.   The day of publishing this blog. Approximately near the evening the group admins decided to integrate RSS feed from various site to their group. So I kinda started wondering about RSS again. Then got the RSS link of one of those guy's website and found out .xml file. After going through the xml file I mostly understood about RSS and added this feature in my website too.

    CSS in README, by @sindresorhus

    Trying out a diff. animation (I suck at CSS Animation btw..)


    lol

    GitHub Source

    That place is a frick'ng CULT

    They continuosly FAIL to manipulate me

    why i dont interact with my colleagues and teachers? cuz i think that is going to be fking waste of time for me. I dont wanna say it but my clg (and others) + the Education System has become a CULT. Plus there is also a few students who just always wants to dominate each and every environment. Anything goes slightly against their plans and they will start a drama (to catch attention). In my first yrs I didnt understand wtf is wrong. Cuz I didnt know back then that this kinda shitty syndrome was a thing. Funny thing is infact a guy in my class had multiple face off with that dude. He literally dropped out in 3rd sem just becuz he couldnt bear with that kinda shit ( Although he himself was kinda partially responsible in that scenario. Moreover he was also financially independent through his online business (seemingly..)). Before getting admission to any clg or university I have gone through tones of vdos-blogs-discussion_forums(all affiliated to Indian Edu system) and also Quora('..Im really sorry for my past self but hey, u learn from ur mistakes:) '). What I got from all these is no matter how worse ur clg is, u will meet people who will be contrary to the main stream. For example, creating helpful and interesting Repositories, understanding the concepts and algorithms of Competitive Programming and its implication in real life problem solving, getting our hands dirty in open-source projects. I had read about such stories alot. But ohh my poor soul... \'Always expect the unexpected\'. Now Im in 4th semester and what I understand is all they want is their teachers(75% of whom r shitty in their own way. Most of these people are only 2-3 yrs older than us) and peers' attention, getting laid(i.e. the guys) and getting into a relationship(i.e. the girls), maintaining their domination etc. These seems to be more worser than typical Engineering Clg bulling (jking :), that kinda bully is very rare nowadays). After completing BTech, they all r planning to give the GATE( for which they have absolute 0 passion) and enroll in MTech course(or prepare of Govt jobs( sighh.. thats a whole another story) and from there to MBA/PHD (as long as their \"frnds\" doing the same) and then marriage(4 girls who failed to land a job; 4 boys, its going to be pretty difficult ) ). Most of such people will then end up as a teacher in a Pvt Clg or University(like my current teachers ). As long as u r a member of this cycle, society(fsociety btw) will consider u as Normal, Future of the Nation, Educated and A worthy Human Being for producing child (not jking). But if u r someone who is outta this cycle, in the eyes of society(fsociety again btw) u became, WOrthless, An uneducated filthy soul, A waste of Oxygen, Introverted piece of sh't and thus u slowly start get isolated( 99.99% of these victims r males). As Gen. Shepherd said, "Boundaries shift, new players step in; but power always finds a place to rest its head". They are just so much indulged into fake frienship that it gives me a kind of anxiety(btw this isnt like Social Anxiety; its like ur r naked & unarmed amid a bunch of psycopathic thugs with AR, Glock and knife ). From my past experience from my High School I think faking friendship with them is valueless for my life. Main reasons for me to choose that clg is , 1. Fees Structure, 2. Ease of travel, 3. Less amount of mandatory strict rules compared to other clgs. So yeah, 4 and a half semesters to go and Im getting outta this CULT.

    Seniors and colleauges demanding ₹1000 for College Fest

    🖕

    - I replied.

    Seriously, how the hell do they expect someone who is not willing to attend the fest will give them their demanded money. They even warned me (kinda indirectly..) about my next visit to college. The guy who called me described himself as a 4th yr ME student. And he was probably provoked by one of my colleauge(M Raptan). Here are details about some of the regular male students of 2nd yr.

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